Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Last Post.

I started this blog, Smally George, almost three years ago. 
I started it, to keep my sister informed on the ongoings at my school. 
My little blog blossomed from there. 
The first year, it went from something I did weekly, or when I felt like it, to something I did 
(sometimes more) than daily. 
An obsession.
Posting pictures, writing stories, and finding pictures on the internet began to consume my everyday life. 
I was spending more time picking out the clothes to wear for the day and posting pictures of my outfits than actually wearing them. 
More recently, I have begun to realize that my blog had become a place for me to hide. 
A place safe from the craziness of the world where my thoughts could be spoken, but not challenged. 
I loved this place. 
I loved the fact that people wrote to me saying they checked my blog daily. 
Or liked one blog post or another... 
I loved writing silly posts about fashion or my family. 
Mostly, because I LOVE writing. 
I love writing and that will never change. 
But, I have decided I need to begin to write for myself again. 
I need to stay consumed in the real world.
 Finding muses in the messy world and crazy people I know. 
I will continue to write it down. 
But, as of now... I am no longer going to be writing it down here. 
Smally George will be taking some time off. 
To do some more living... Some more learning... Exploring and loving. 
I love sharing my world with those who are brave enough (or bored enough) to listen. 
It warms my hearts to think of those who checked my blog to see if I had posted another... 
But, I realized that somewhere down the line, I had stopped blogging for me. 
And started blogging for you all. 
And somehow I had stopped living as fully as I wanted to.


It is still my goal to (one day) be a famous mormon-momma-blogger who is super cute, trendy and cooks delicious food 24/7.
But sometime, I had to face the cold hearted truth: 
I am not a good cook. 
I may never be tready. 
and I wont be a momma for at LEAST 6 years... 
And, as much as it pains me to say it. 
I am not a mormon. 

I am just a farmer chick, with an awesome family, love for adventure and shopping
I am just a small girl who loves to write. 

Until next time ya'll 
Thanks for reading. 

xoxo Smally G.