Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Sociology Paper




So. For my sociology class, I had to write a six page paper about my hometown, family and high school history experience, I wanted to share a bit here, not all of it, because the parts about my history teacher gets a bit boring, but the beginning is fun. Hope you like it! I know I enjoyed writing it!

The History of My Hometown.

           Hello, my name is Hannah Muller. I am a white female, twenty years old, brown hair, brown eyes and I stand at a whopping 5’4. Listing off these characteristics I know full well that I blend right in to the rest of the students in your crowded lecture hall. That is, until I also tell you that I have three older siblings, eight cow, two hundred sheep, one thousand chickens and three hundred acres. Hello, my name is Hannah Muller and I come from a farming family. I say ‘farming family’ knowing that those words do not explain my social or economic status, but for me, it explains much more. Because, once you know more about my family’s history and the complicated demographics of my hometown, the person who I am becomes a lot clearer. Although, I would like to point out right off that bat that I pride myself on the fact that I am one of the only students from my graduating class that went to a four year University and probably the only true liberal in my hometown. But, there is also no denying it; the person I am today, directly correlates to the demographics, education and values of my hometown.

             The first thing one sees when they drive into my high school town is a yellow triangular caution sign with a tractor on it. ‘Beware of slow moving farmers driving large machinery.’ Looking to the left and right there are fields of green and haystacks as far as the eye can see. In this town, cows are more commonly seen than people and wearing work boots to school is about the only fashion trend that has ever caught on. Welcome to Esparto, home of about 3,000 people with a few neighboring towns, each with populations ranging from about sixty, to one hundred people. Esparto is located in Northern California in between Clear Lake and Davis. Or, for those who are not at all familiar with California… I ‘kinda live near Sacramento.’

              The highest source of revenue in between all of the towns in the area is the Casino, which employs most of the parents and students from my graduating class. The small winding roads that take drivers deep into the valley are always busy with foreign traffic on their way to one of the most successful casinos in Northern California. It is also what the valley, the Capay Valley, is known for. Although, our valley is also known for being one of the largest regions of family operated farms in all of California. Over ninety different families own the farms and ranches that greet tourists on their way to spend money at the ever-growing Casino. The manicured lawns of the golf courses stick out like a sore thumb juxtaposed against the wild grasses and pastures in our beautiful valley. That theme of ‘juxtaposition’ can be related to all parts of our community. Rich juxtaposed against poor, Liberal against Republican, College degree holder against high school dropout.

             If I sound angry about the attention that the Casino brings to our small corner of the world it is because for the past nineteen years of my life, I have lived in one of those small neighboring towns, Guinda. Driving past the casino to my high school every day was the most dangerous activity I partook in throughout my high school career (Including Donkey Basketball). In my hometown, there is one post office and a Corner Store that sells everything from Budweiser to moldy bread. It is a twenty-five minute drive into Esparto and an hour drive to the nearest mall, movie theater or popular restaurant. My family has lived in this small town for almost thirty years, so for me, as much as I dreamed about living closer to a decent restaurant, the farming lifestyle is all that I know.

             I am half Swiss and a quarter German. The rest of my heritage is a mix of Native American and European. Both of my parents have college degrees but do manual labor for the majority of their job each day, so, they are considered “working class” to the greater part of the United States. Yet, their income and social status is nowhere near working class, as our farm is one of the most successful in the area. My parents started our three hundred acre organic farm over twenty-eight years ago, raising vegetables and children along the way. Our farm now employs over seventy-five people in the summer, many of which are students or parents of individuals I went to high school with. The demographic of race and economic status of my family and the people in my hometown relates to the work that is most prevalent in our small valley. Farmers, ranchers and farm laborers make up the largest portion of individuals in the work force besides the individuals that are employed at the local casino.


And that's all I want to share right now, maybe I'll finish the upload sometime soon.

Happy Valentines Day.

Happy Valentines to you all! 
I hope your day is filled with chocolate, flowers and smiles.
Mine is going to be filled with homework, homework and more homework
But, the sunny side of this day?
 (Not the weather unfortunately, the sky has been crying all day.)
...
Today I am wearing my red Full Belly Farm shirt.
I decided I don't need a human valentines as long as I am
Celebrating my one and only true love.
Full Belly Farm.
You have yet to let me down.
Can't wait to run barefooted on you once more! 


Be mine?

In other news, we watched a porn in my Evolution of Human Sexuality class. 
That was neat.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Self Portrait Challenge.

So, a couple of the blogs that I have been recently obsessing over...
(Yes, I do in fact have a death wish for my grades this quarter) 
Have started this "Self Portrait Challenge" 
Where you take a picture of yourself, old, new or otherwise
Add some information about yourself
And BLOG about it.
So, in the act of continuing my procrastination for the day
I am
Linking up with The Paper Mama for her Self Photo Challenge! 

So, here is a picture of me: 

 Obsessing over: 
My farm. It comes up everywhere. I had no idea how much it influences me and the things I do... 
That is until I got to school and having an "alternative lifestyle" is suddenly fun to write and talk about.

Working on:
A sociology paper about my hometown. 
I'll blog more about it later... Maybe even post a bit of it on here. 
GET EXCITED!

Thinking about:
A boy.
Who I have been facebook stalking on the regular. 
Who I cried about on the phone with my mom for over twenty minutes last night.
Who has been on my mind a lot lately. 

Anticipating:
Travel! 
I can not WAIT to go on my walk-about this spring to Australia and New Zealand. 

Listening to:
The John Mayer Pandora Radio Station... Currently on Edge of Desire. 

Eating:
I just made myself a delicious salad with apple and hard boiled egg. 
YUMMM!  

Wishing:
That it would be the 23rd already!! 
Then I would be on the train on my way home for the weekend! 


Well, I guess that's it! 
Hope you enjoyed!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

be mine

be mine

H M short shirt
£9.99 - hm.com

Sequin mini skirt
allyfashion.com

Zara platform shoes
$90 - zara.com

Jigsaw bangles jewelry
£29 - jigsaw-online.com

The Coast.

I wasn't sure about writing this post. 
Because writing this post is like digging a little knife into my heart.
But, in the sake of sharing and showing beautiful pictures of a wonderful (90% of it anyway) weekend... I decided that I might as well begin prodding that knife.
It's on my mind anyway, why NOT write a blog about it...
This weekend me and the "NonboyfriendBoyfriend" went to the Oregon coast.


Long story short? 
He is no longer my "NonboyfriendBoyfriend"
Just my "Nonboyfriend"
I can't really talk about it for longer than that... 
Seeing as how my tear glands have been waving a white flag for the past two days.

What I can say is that he is one of the nicest guys I know. 
His heart is big, pure and true.
 He smiles with his whole body and lives from the tips of his toes...
Okay.
"waving white flag"
We ended on terms where I think it may ACTUALLY be possible for us to be friends.
Which I am so thankful and happy about.

Anyway, if I am up to it later in the week or year I may post something more, but as of now...

Here's a few pictures from the weekend because they are just too damn cute not to share. 















Summer.

I miss summer. 
I want it to be that way right now. 
I want to be tan, eating tomatoes and cucumbers and feeling the warmth of the sun on my neck.
I want to be working outside. (Yes, I did say work) 
I want to be swimming down cache creak laughing with the campers.
I want to be sleeping outside with my friends.
I want to be drinking a beer with my brothers and sisters. 
I want happy, fun, unexpected things to happen. 
I want to be warm and college stress free.
I want to wear bathing suits and shorts
I miss hanging out with my sister. 
I want to have to wake up early to entertain kids for another day.
I want to be giggling with the counselors at camp.
I want to be so busy I don't need to have a social life.
I want to sweat. 
I want to talk Harry Potter for HOURS on end with twelve year olds. 
I want it all and I want it right now. 
That is the only thing I want for my birthday this year. 











Thursday, February 9, 2012

A Moment of Happiness

There is a lot of bad in the world.
So why not share some good?

FIVE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED TODAY. 
(Because everyone could do with some more lists in their lives)

1. Today, I realized that the guy who always comes into my math class early and sits right next to me and smiles and blares his music ridiculously loud is actually really nice. 
His name is Rasahn and he hates math just as much as I do. He also thinks I am a good drawer and plans on studying business. He is a good guy. He just listens to lousy music. 

2. Today I got my math midterm back. I GOT AN 86!!! 
I am very proud of myself and of the fact that I may just pass my math class this term!

3. Love. 
Currently from where I sit, I can see a boy cuddling in a chair with his girlfriend/lover. 
They look really happy and although it makes me very uncomfortable seeing so much P.D.A, you gotta give it to them, they are cozy by a fire and I am sitting by myself writing a blog. 
Who's the winner in this situation called life?

4. The fact that I am going to the beach with the NonBoyfriendBoyFriend this weekend to celebrate Valentines day. 
TAKE THAT LOVE BIRDS! 
(pictures to come of course)

5. Five Dollar Footlongs. 
That is a lot of sandwich for only five dollars.



and a happy picture just because?

This is what I got from my family last year for my birthday.  It made me sooooo happy!!!